Life!!! at school and at home… Life as a christian… Life!!! World!!!

haizzzz, y must life be so tough for human being? it is jus damn difficult to make everyone happy. u can make one person happy but in the same time u make another unhappy. wat the hell is wrong with this!!!

in school, being wit frens, it is tough to maintain a good frenship. life is jus that freaking tough… should i be happy i already hav frens? yea i m happy that i hav frens. but then, to maintain a good frenship and a long one is tough. keeping in touch is the main problem, sometimes u keep in touch sometimes u dont. the ‘not keeping in touch’ brings more negative effects to the fren ship than keeping in touch bringing good frenship.

i m gald that i hav few frens who keep in touch in two ways.

well, coming bac to home. problems occurs. mum and dad. y on earth must life be so troublesome even in a family. making parents happy. making everyone happy so that no one will argue.

wat the fuck!!!!

fuck my life man…

damn it…

is this wat u wanna see god???

if u are god who are looking for peace in this world, y on earth must there be so many things goin on.? and if everyone say god is never wrong, i say god has made the biggest mistake in the whole universe in the first place, creatin sin… yea rite, watever good created by god, he create the bad… and the bad is always stronger than the good, if not then y on earth in the first place that bad had overcome the good? isn’t that written in the bible???

y on earth is there wars that can nvr end and take so long time to end. if you are trying to test human being then don try to save them. don say that you wan peace lord. cause i don see any peaceful life especially in the countries that are having wars. and if the world will end when everyone is good, wat’s the point of  all these, people are trying to end this world? then could i say those who are bad are trying to save the world from ending.

argh… life is just tough… god damn it…

if i m not being a christian does that mean i m not a disciple of god? then millions of people are not.

is being christian that good? if christian is that good, y are churches always talking bout money more than the word of god? y is it that the churches are always challenging people to giv when we should be doin the word of god? y on earth is that we need to sacrifice wat god giv us if should be glad that god giv us something.

rite, it u say word of god is true, y are there so many different definitions of the bible, y are there so many different versions of bibles? y are there so may different types of christians? y are there jus so many other religions?

who is rite who is wrong? is science proving the right thing or is it jus being made up by god to deceive himself? if so y? this life is full of questions. unanswered and could not be answered. y is this world so cruel? y must there be rich and poor? y must there be good and bad? y must there be technologies? y must people compete? y must people win? y must people conquer? y must there be borderline between human? y must there be wars to take over countries? y on earht must there jus be human being in the first place?

y cant people jus live like an animal? jus being peaceful, repeating the life cycles. y must human being change the life cycles? y must human be the strongest in the world of all animals? human are jus animals as well. beast!!! beast that kill violently, beast that hav no heart, beast that has a powerful brain but useless, beast that is jus a disgrace to life…

that is y in this world there are always viruses to destroy the people around. but the beast are the ones who are saved from the viruses because of their tricks on the viruses. innocent poeple are killed because of the human beast. evil always prevail against the good… evil is always the leader in everything? wat good can kill evil? wat good can overcome the bad once and for all??? i don think there is any now… not even god? if he can show it??? don say i m tyring to test god.. no… i m wondering, even if he is real… so many christians are having good luck? is it really god luck or jus pure luck of jus hard work? y are people like bill gates not believing the word of god yet being so successful?

christians???!!!! GOD!!!! wat are all these??!!!!

prove me??!!! prove me wrong?!!!! i wan to believe in god, but yea rite, devil is prevailing against it in me… it’s true…

kill me then… put me in hell…

life has been tough and nvr been good for me… outside are smiles, inside are stones…

~ by JAckZ on July 6, 2009.