Woah, this sem has had a lot of eventful things that happened…
But wat i really wanna release from inside my heart is, having an end in a relationship really wont make ur life that simple especially one of ur trusted fren is still in a relationship wit the one whom is a fren of ur ex.
well, probably is jus my jealousy that hav conquer my mind till i cant take it. well, yea, it’s tough to handle such situation wat more during the exam period. yea, i was pissed wit my fren, i m not happy wit it. but come to think of it, why do we need to concentrate on such matters when u still hav so many frens who care and noe u better.
in such times, i really thank a few frens who really was supporting me and comfort me for this tough times even though they hav their exams which was in a few days. chui king was really the one whom i really wanna thank the most, she accompanied me and talk to me when i was so upset bout matters and talk me over it. my uni frens, evon, helena and vannessa all talk me through this matters as well. not forgetting, my ex roommate, rui yang who really no matter wat wakes me up from those stupid issues.and of course, lesley who really care for me so much as well…jasmine as well, even she is in the States, when i skype her, she will still talk me through some matters… i really thank god for all these frens around me. without them, i m no one. if not for them, i would hav jus did something stupid and let the devils win the battle.
anyway, in conclusion, i still do not know anyone who had backstab me and i really do not wanna noe who. wat i can onli say is i m happy to hav a few frens who really would jus comfort and wake u up from all these stupid devils that wanna conquer your feelings.
in all, these frens hav already safe my life. they really are really frens when i need someone around. and i swear to god, when they need me, i will be there even if i need to sacrifice something…
here, i do not wanna say who, i hope those who gave me some bad memories would jus giv me a break and don bother me for a moment. i don think these people will be seeing this blog, but i pray to god, pls jus giv me time to finish my exam without these matters bugging me for the moment.
ps: pls do not simple make assumptions on watever i hav typed, it may be very confusing, but it’s my own meaning